My Journey…..

My journey through Motherhood and PND

Another month has zoomed by….

Wow, another month has raced past with me hardly noticing at all. I feel like I am kind of trapped in this weird arse groundhog day with the occasional extra event or two added in. Well a week today my baby Alissa will be turning four and boy that time has gone by quickly, and […]

And a month further on….

Filed under: Just Talking — mumov3 at 1:25 pm on Tuesday, May 11, 2010  Tagged , , , ,

Wow it has been over a month since I last posted, I don’t know where that time has gone, have been stuck in my black hole and time just doesn’t seem to matter at the moment. I have had a couple of bright spots, my BFF was here for a couple of days two weeks […]

Its just so overwhelming….

Filed under: Just Talking — mumov3 at 1:45 pm on Tuesday, April 6, 2010  Tagged , , , , , ,

I am still feeling so overwhelmed and am so lost at the moment, am really in the deep recesses of my black hole that I just can’t find a way out of this. I feel so lost and I feel like this is never going to end. Its been the better part of 15 mths […]

Where can I find help????

Filed under: Just Talking — mumov3 at 3:51 pm on Tuesday, March 30, 2010  Tagged , , , , ,

My anxiety and the black hole I am in has been progressively been getting worse again over the past month, so much so that yesterday I phoned my Mental Health Case/Support worker to talk to her about it. Well that was a complete and utter waste of time and left me feeling even more of […]

Where I am at today…

Filed under: Just Talking — mumov3 at 1:38 pm on Monday, March 22, 2010  Tagged ,

Well I now take anti-anxiety medication three times a day, along with anti-depressants (two kinds) and I take a sleeping pill at night, otherwise I just lay there stressing and getting myself so wound up I make myself feel and sometimes be sick. Its not fun. I have a lot of noise in my head, […]

Let the journey begin…..

Filed under: Just Talking — mumov3 at 12:58 pm on Wednesday, March 17, 2010  Tagged , ,

Its a long, long road, from which there is no return……….. You know how the song goes. But this PND Journey is a very, very long road and I wholeheartedly believe you are not the same person at the end of it, that you are when you first start it. Well I am hoping and […]

Hello world!

Filed under: Just Talking — mumov3 at 2:39 am on Tuesday, March 16, 2010  Tagged , ,

Hi! Well this is my first attempt at writing a blog and I have high hopes that it is going to provide me with somewhere to talk about my thoughts on parenting, motherhood and also the big black dog in the corner of the room Post Natal Depression. I have PND and I am really […]